what twists our image of God?

These lies below twisted my image of God. Finally, I comprehended that it was mostly my fault ’cause I tightly closed a heart. I couldn’t stand & bear it anymore; there appeared an enormous desire of restart and a desire of God’s forgiveness but it was the beginning. Before, I thought:
-later will be time for God
-a very busy lifestyle ’cause we see what bothers in the silence
-rely on myself & especially pride plus self-love but highlighting if personal drama will appear, then I’m going to call or blame God
-if I chose God, he will limit me completely at life desires
-It’s not possible that God will forgive me all sins; that’s why I’m going to stay with my broken life. I don’t know how to prepare myself to the confession ’cause I cannot remember after yrs
-He is deaf on my life problems & calling – doesn’t care 

So, the only person who really wanted to cross out before God – it was me. I changed my mind. He found me ’cause I wanted to be found. I ran out in my hopelessness to meet Christ. I gave up my pride – then He came. When we get stuck in the life darkness & emptiness – we desire the Light. 


I dedicate this website to my beloved dad who suddenly passed away at 3:00 pm of December 25, 2014. He has departed for a long journey but I've heard that we can go away on forever to be always very close. Christ saved me a few yrs ago, so these notes are some kind of testimony conversion. "You don't choose a life. You live one." (from the movie THE WAY). Saint John Paul II has become my patron of life from he died on birthday, so Saint Mother Teresa is now marriage guardian as the 5th of September is our day of wedding. "The time is running away; the eternity awaits." (it is written on the clock of the church at Wadowice; the hometown of JPII). I'm happily married since 6 yrs. Even if, the storm will come I strengthen my imperfect heart by basking in The Sacred Heart. The prayer is an oxygen, so the soul breathes. If the coldness absorbs, lift up your hands - Christ will warm up & hug the soul. I appreciate these words of Fr Twardowski: Don't be afraid of walking on the sea and the unsuccessful life but in the ruthless times hold your head to the pillow because all that happens to us comes from beyond. I like 'I AM SECOND', I value the quotation: If you die before you die, you will not die when you die. So, do not forget about a beautiful motto of pilots THROUGH ADVERSITY TO THE STARS. Buen camino! God bless you. Anna.

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