We have no shame when we sin. We are ashamed to go to Confession. I reckon the devil settles as a truth about us, so we are paralyzed by fears and shame. Before I pray to the Holy Spirit about a courage but also for the priest who is in the confessional. I cannot comprehend these valuable graces after God’s forgiveness. The world becomes better & our hearts are gradually healed. It’s amazing how this sacrament changes us inside where we cannot actually see nothing but it happens anyway – like a balm on a soul. It cures, even if we cannot see any difference. On the other hand we want to grab too many things – right now. The fruits will appear over time. I couldn’t understand the change is gradual. It’s so hard to be patient. The sins destroy the soul but a confession washes away & heals the life scars especially. I desire to see Christ after my death, so I want to care to be in a state of grace. Confession plus Holy Communion give unbelievable strong protection. The constant examination of soul helps to maintain a spiritual balance. Before, my preparations been in rush. The love always carries ‘hope to see’. We’ve got nothing to offer – apart the truly loving heart. Christ awaits, so it’s really up to us.