a spiritual numbness

Desiring of Christ’s presence the same strong as he desires ours. It is the key, keeps our hearts closer Him. This is also a beautiful kind of prayer. It is a spark to perseverance. The time of spiritual deserts, shallow are also needed, they teach of humility, nourish us. The point is how do we see the sense? But still if we’re not connected to Christ; then our attitude can easily deform us. So, do you remember this moment where Christ went on the desert? Our first impression is that there simply is nothing. We’d like to see own comfortable and expected signs, while we very often do not see any. This time can grant us even more of a spiritual nourishing stir or graces. Why this shallow? Why do we get stuck? It might be because of a monotony, lack of trust to his plan and failure of prayer, having of everything what we seemingly dreamed of, our bad habits, or routine etc. So, we perceive a spiritual numbness as a disgrace; but it’s a time of finding the conclusions to change, to act, to love and to be again more fruitful. Being a rich soil. The eyes expresses the state of the soul. Let us try to keep them radiating of Christ’s Love. Sharing Love as a bread.


I dedicate this website to my beloved dad who suddenly passed away at 3:00 pm of December 25, 2014. He has departed for a long journey but I've heard that we can go away on forever to be always very close. Christ saved me a few yrs ago, so these notes are some kind of testimony conversion. "You don't choose a life. You live one." (from the movie THE WAY). Saint John Paul II has become my patron of life from he died on birthday, so Saint Mother Teresa is now marriage guardian as the 5th of September is our day of wedding. "The time is running away; the eternity awaits." (it is written on the clock of the church at Wadowice; the hometown of JPII). I'm happily married since 6 yrs. Even if, the storm will come I strengthen my imperfect heart by basking in The Sacred Heart. The prayer is an oxygen, so the soul breathes. If the coldness absorbs, lift up your hands - Christ will warm up & hug the soul. I appreciate these words of Fr Twardowski: Don't be afraid of walking on the sea and the unsuccessful life but in the ruthless times hold your head to the pillow because all that happens to us comes from beyond. I like 'I AM SECOND', I value the quotation: If you die before you die, you will not die when you die. So, do not forget about a beautiful motto of pilots THROUGH ADVERSITY TO THE STARS. Buen camino! God bless you. Anna.

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