The adverts convince everyday how to facilitate a daily life. It is so hard to defend before unnecessary things, I wonder how we stay alive without the latest perfume, car and how it’s impossible to live without a recommended toothpaste – so that’s what adverts stubornly force to believe – for more and more. We have started to buy what is really necessary, so the result is; we waste less of food, no more a mountain of not-wear clothes or not-use toiletries. I valued the thought where I could throw out my daily tiredness to the bin like an used package but this attitude was my routine excuse. I was rather cynical, so it was my mask where I suffered. If the life is entrusted to Christ, then only him can give us a real relief and comfort. We can very easy equip our heart into a dry crust of insensitive, self-sufficient and pride. Unfortunately, the world shows also that we have to pay for everything, so Christ who offers Love and forgiveness for free; it seems abstract. If someone does something freely with the Merciful heart so, we often strive to repay by manifesting this rule where there is nothing at this life given us for free. Regarding a credit cards and their popularity, I have imagined once that we sign a contract of guaranteed salvation paying by that card or as an insurance – just in case of sudden death, but nevertheless it could be lovely to have a guarantee like that. We cannot be ‘perfect’ and ‘correct’ without Love – without the Merciful heart. Finally, the life in Christ ‘I agree but’.. but under one condition – later or after death; it abuses God’s Mercy. I wasn’t aware before at all and also it is a serious sin against the Holy Spirit. I’d loved to have no limits, so I rejected the God’s Will precisely while valued a huge self-love or own rights so, then my soul became completely ruined.