I trust though I don’t understand

We often close the heart or resign completely if the things run constant wrong & uphill. I did but this decision brought me more a spiritual wounds than I’ve had before. I was angry on God and blaming him that he probably does not see what happens throughout leaving me with no help as I thought. I experience how much every step forward costs but this one becomes gold to Christ. Gold ’cause so expensive. It’s easy to trust when the things are going great while there is no difficulties. I’ve understood it should be a little effort which I didn’t want to take. What does it mean to have a faith to me? She trusts when the storm comes. She Is – accepting God’s Will if there is a hazy hope and we cannot see nothing. The faith means to me constant questions to preserve her. She is a profound love as a child to his father – he would never leave. I wanted to give up again but I said to Jesus: I will strive till the end. Hold my hand, do not let go cause I’ve wanted to leave. So, I close my eyes and say; I trust though I don’t understand. If the doubts appear I still pray: I trust though don’t understand. Amen.


I dedicate this website to my beloved dad who suddenly passed away at 3:00 pm of December 25, 2014. He has departed for a long journey but I've heard that we can go away on forever to be always very close. Christ saved me a few yrs ago, so these notes are some kind of testimony conversion. "You don't choose a life. You live one." (from the movie THE WAY). Saint John Paul II has become my patron of life from he died on birthday, so Saint Mother Teresa is now marriage guardian as the 5th of September is our day of wedding. "The time is running away; the eternity awaits." (it is written on the clock of the church at Wadowice; the hometown of JPII). I'm happily married since 6 yrs. Even if, the storm will come I strengthen my imperfect heart by basking in The Sacred Heart. The prayer is an oxygen, so the soul breathes. If the coldness absorbs, lift up your hands - Christ will warm up & hug the soul. I appreciate these words of Fr Twardowski: Don't be afraid of walking on the sea and the unsuccessful life but in the ruthless times hold your head to the pillow because all that happens to us comes from beyond. I like 'I AM SECOND', I value the quotation: If you die before you die, you will not die when you die. So, do not forget about a beautiful motto of pilots THROUGH ADVERSITY TO THE STARS. Buen camino! God bless you. Anna.

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