the modernity likes to reject God

This world so often imposes on us the ugliness & wickedness which we should perceive as a beautiful & good. My dad told me once – while we take care of Holy Communion and Confession then our conscience is sensitive on any dirt. He compared a crystal clear water in a glass with the contaminated drops. When they get into – although one – it will be visible in this glass. We can discern the things in a state of grace and see better what’s good.

I couldn’t understand why we call many things as lovely and fine when they are not lovely and fine? Why so many times we comprehend a modernity as a rejecting of God. I recognize these differences more than before. It’s really so hard to weigh what’s ugly? Why we accept the evil so easily but we deny so confidently what truly comes from God? Do we want to preserve a spiritual beauty and the Truth? What else is sad; that we grab the world delusions so greedily. I still try to reject the things which cover the sensitivity on the real beauty. It’s easy to put in the soul just anything. I’ve started to care what I watch, read or listen – understood that it’s so important. I started to appreciate all things costing me a lot ’cause of Christ. It only seems that we can buy so many things. I was very disappointed ’cause I couldn’t buy the happiness. I can see my own imperfections but I missed out too many things at life. I struggle to direct myself – what is truly worth in this world. I focus on the ordinary stuff. 


I dedicate this website to my beloved dad who suddenly passed away at 3:00 pm of December 25, 2014. He has departed for a long journey but I've heard that we can go away on forever to be always very close. Christ saved me a few yrs ago, so these notes are some kind of testimony conversion. "You don't choose a life. You live one." (from the movie THE WAY). Saint John Paul II has become my patron of life from he died on birthday, so Saint Mother Teresa is now marriage guardian as the 5th of September is our day of wedding. "The time is running away; the eternity awaits." (it is written on the clock of the church at Wadowice; the hometown of JPII). I'm happily married since 6 yrs. Even if, the storm will come I strengthen my imperfect heart by basking in The Sacred Heart. The prayer is an oxygen, so the soul breathes. If the coldness absorbs, lift up your hands - Christ will warm up & hug the soul. I appreciate these words of Fr Twardowski: Don't be afraid of walking on the sea and the unsuccessful life but in the ruthless times hold your head to the pillow because all that happens to us comes from beyond. I like 'I AM SECOND', I value the quotation: If you die before you die, you will not die when you die. So, do not forget about a beautiful motto of pilots THROUGH ADVERSITY TO THE STARS. Buen camino! God bless you. Anna.

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