Before, the silence was annoying me. I was constant running-and-running by making myself very busy. I chose to be deaf on the conscience. It let me to forget of difficult things, however it was a torment to my soul but perfectly ignored it.
If we don’t know what troubles but there is a spiritual confusion – stay alone. The priest said; try to sit somewhere in the deep silence, pray to the Holy Spirit and think what’s going on. Just alone on silence – sometimes this first thought is a problem which bothers.